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Sleep. Good sleep. The kind of sleep so deep you wake up feeling like everything in life is amazing. I don't remember what that feels like. I've spent too many years in car seats and armchairs to remember what good sleep is. The others don't understand. They don't get why I can't go to my room and lay down on the bed and close my eyes. Like nothing happened. But it's not just my room, it was ours. Not my bed, ours. And without you next to me to warm the sheets, I just can't seem to relax enough to even catch a few minutes of precious unconsciousness. I don't even dream any more.
Kibum... Key... I miss you. I miss you so much that it hurts. It feels like a part of me has been ripped away, leaving me with a hole in my chest that refuses to heal. Everyone says to just give it time...But the longer I go without you, the worse I feel. I can't think straight anymore, and I can barely eat. Everything is tasteless. I miss how you used to cook for us, and nag and whine when we didn't eat. You used to not let me leave the table until I finished everything on my plate.
SHINee is nothing without you Key. Onew went off to the army. He said that performing and working on projects and appearing on shows just isn't the same without you. Taemin has thrown himself into Solo work. He's become quite good at writing his own songs, and I know you would be proud of our maknae, but... He puts on a smile and a brave face for the fans, yet when we're alone, he doesn't talk anymore. Minho... Minho is taking more and more acting jobs. So with his schedule and Taemin's almost always conflicting, we don't really get anything done for the group.
Comme Des and Garcon miss you. They spend a lot of time laying on the bed. I know you don't like them up there, but since no one else is using it, I let them. I take them out for a walk every day the weather is nice enough, and every time we get home, they're eager to get through the door. I think they're expecting you to be home.
Kibummie... I still love you. I always will. As long as my heart beats, and even after it stops, I will always love you.
Jonghyun
Kibum... Key... I miss you. I miss you so much that it hurts. It feels like a part of me has been ripped away, leaving me with a hole in my chest that refuses to heal. Everyone says to just give it time...But the longer I go without you, the worse I feel. I can't think straight anymore, and I can barely eat. Everything is tasteless. I miss how you used to cook for us, and nag and whine when we didn't eat. You used to not let me leave the table until I finished everything on my plate.
SHINee is nothing without you Key. Onew went off to the army. He said that performing and working on projects and appearing on shows just isn't the same without you. Taemin has thrown himself into Solo work. He's become quite good at writing his own songs, and I know you would be proud of our maknae, but... He puts on a smile and a brave face for the fans, yet when we're alone, he doesn't talk anymore. Minho... Minho is taking more and more acting jobs. So with his schedule and Taemin's almost always conflicting, we don't really get anything done for the group.
Comme Des and Garcon miss you. They spend a lot of time laying on the bed. I know you don't like them up there, but since no one else is using it, I let them. I take them out for a walk every day the weather is nice enough, and every time we get home, they're eager to get through the door. I think they're expecting you to be home.
Kibummie... I still love you. I always will. As long as my heart beats, and even after it stops, I will always love you.
Jonghyun
This is a story I have uploaded to asianfanfics.com. I'm adding it here to try and reach a wider audience. However, for certain features (such as YouTube videos that I feel go with some chapters) please consider reading this story on that site. Same username.
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Jonghyuuuuun TTwTT Oh my... Oh my heart </////3